Too afraid to jump too afraid to fall
Being so scared of death and then not scared of it at all
Have a shower, scrub yourself wash away the dust,
A lifetime caked in hopelessness has turned your skin to rust
Thoughts engulf your mind, a million times a minute
Nothing can make sense of them no matter how you spin it
You’re tired now, you’re soggy, shattered,
You lie down and wonder when all this really mattered
I am at the tail-end of my thirties, starting afresh as a singleton, moving into my own place by myself for the first time in my life, all while navigating life after lockdowns and living with Borderline Personality Disorder. This blog will be my journal.
Some little bits about me to get you started. I love Godzilla, pizza, animals (except frogs), reading and vodka.
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