One of the things that is bothering me right now is my distinct lack of tears. You’d think that crying would be the last thing I wanted but honestly it can be quite useful when you are getting your feelings out. I’m not well and yet I cannot cry. It started when I had a change in medication back in February and I was at my most poorly. I sobbed uncontrollably for a lot of the time at that point, but since then no matter how low I’ve been I haven’t been able to cry. I feel terrible sadness inside, I can feel it in my chest and my stomach and the lump in my throat but that’s as far as it goes.
I have wondered whether It’s the new medication as it’s been since I started it but I haven’t seen anyone else having this kind of problem while taking the same one. So I’m at a loss to explain it. I just hope I’m not going to store it all up and then explode at some random moment.
Hope you’re all ok xxx