I’ve woken up in darkness. It’s like a shroud. Sometimes I wear it, sometimes I don’t. Today it hangs over me. I don’t want to eat, or watch tv. I don’t want to do anything except listen to music that matches my mood. I have no energy, my arms and legs are heavy, so I lie on the sofa. Thankfully I have Alexa who I can ask to play sorrowful songs while I wallow. Not every day is like this. Some days feel light and easy. A sweet respite.
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I am at the tail-end of my thirties, starting afresh as a singleton, moving into my own place by myself for the first time in my life, all while navigating life after lockdowns and living with Borderline Personality Disorder. This blog will be my journal. Some little bits about me to get you started. I love Godzilla, pizza, animals (except frogs), reading and vodka. View all posts by Abominable Bell Blog