Why I’m a bad person

Why I’m a bad person. I don’t trust you, whoever you are. Don’t be offended, I don’t trust anyone. You may be the most loyal person on the planet. It doesn’t matter to me, I will still assume the worst scenario every time. I test everybody. I’m probably doing it right now. The second I get close to someone outside of my comfort zone, I will start pushing, and pushing. I will sabotage things even when they are good for me just so that I can leave you before you leave me. I will drop out on plans at the last minute. I will feel elated and devastated all in one day over trivial things. You will never be able to accurately guess what kind of headspace I’m in, usually I don’t know either. Don’t hate me. It’s worse to live like this every day.


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