I’m considering whether or not to do a vanishing act again. I’m finding everything overwhelming at the moment. I’m too open with people and I think I’m saying way too much. I feel like I’m making everyone uncomfortable. It’s all a bit raw for people only recently encountering the person I have hidden away for such a long time. I’m intense, passionate. Not necessarily bad traits to have, but when everything is so full on all the time, it exhausts people. I should know, I exhaust myself all the time.
So that being said, it might be a good idea to pull away and let them rest. I know some of you may feel that if these friends cant handle the authentic me, they aren’t really my friends. I have thought about this. I’m still on the fence.