I’ve been feeling lighter the last couple of days. It sounds odd but when you are down in the darkest depths, coming up for air out of nowhere feels really good. I’m not naive enough to believe this feeling will last too long, so instead I’m trying to be productive while I can. Its true that being depressed = easier writing, it’s much harder to express my feelings when I’m doing ok. I’m not amazingly well, I wouldn’t even say I’m particularly happy as such. It’s a calm, tranquil sensation. As with any mood state, it is fleeting but desperately needed after the last few weeks.
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I am at the tail-end of my thirties, starting afresh as a singleton, moving into my own place by myself for the first time in my life, all while navigating life after lockdowns and living with Borderline Personality Disorder. This blog will be my journal. Some little bits about me to get you started. I love Godzilla, pizza, animals (except frogs), reading and vodka. View all posts by Abominable Bell Blog