I know I’ve talked about these feelings before, I probably sound like a broken record but I just need to get it out.
Sometimes I need people more than they can provide. I don’t intentionally set out to be a pain in the arse. I hate that I’m like this. I feel a lot of guilt for sharing my pain, a pain nobody can see. I’m high maintenance, but I just need a lot of reassurance that things are going to be ok, that someone cares enough to sit with me while I sort myself out. I’d do that for anyone else. I’m not asking for the moon, I don’t even need people to talk to me, just to let me sit with them so I’m not alone.
Am I expecting too much?