Psychiatrist Appointment

Today I visited my psychiatrist. He asked how I had been since our last meeting, and I told him. I told him that my life is suffering interspersed with joy. I told him that I live for those I love. I told him that my heart always feels broken, I think that is why I no longer cry for myself anymore.

He said what he always does. I am maxed out on my meds, I will never be cured, we need to work on how I cope from day to day.

I know he is correct. I know that for me, life is a struggle every day, but I have faith. In what I don’t know, but it’s there, a glimmering ember inside the darkness, and while it’s here, so will I be.

You don’t have to know the reason to exist, you just have to exist. I will be the first person to tell you if I ever figure it out.

Love to you all
Steph

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